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Vacation
02:38
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Fall in love with someone new
Just feeling a little blue
She's what you want to be
But that's not what you are
My dysmorphia though
Oh what a dilemma
I need a vacation badly
Happiness is fleeting baby
Everyday is looking so bleak
Your smile won't last so take a picture now
He'll be handing you a flower
Saying you've got all the power
Now watch it all crumble in your hands
Control, for what it's worth, lacks demand
Walk into your air of glory
This emptiness is killing me and
Everyday is looking so bleak
Your smile won't last so take a picture
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2. |
Astronomy
03:26
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I canāt understand
Whatās going on in your head
But I want you back
Does it make you scared
That the fault lies in my bed
Does it make you mad, all the tears you shed
Things will never be the same
Always looking for someone to put the blame on
You know I still want you
Patience wearing thin
Itās getting harder to breathe
Standing all around me
I think astronomy
Clouds in the galaxy
Closing in on me, and itās spiraling
Loose threads rippinā off
My glitter finery
Lost my identity
A horrible tragedy
Things will never be the same
Always looking for someone to put the blame on
You know I still want you
Sinking deeper or so I fear
Risking everything I have for you, my dear
Loose threads ripping up my glitter finery
Lost my identity, a horrible tragedy
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3. |
Breakfast
03:54
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The ceiling
Itās higher than its even been
He doesn't even care
So tell me
Is it so hard to treat me better
Youāre lying to yourself
Dragging my feet around the carpet again and again
It makes me so sad
Breakfast feels like giving up again
Just sigh a little harder
The road is looking farther
Itās in my head again
Mirrors don't just speak
Screaming itās a lie, screaming itās a lie
So sick of fighting a losing battle
Everyday
You can't have
Your happiness and eat it too
Why am I so full of hate
I'm so full of hate
It's getting old
Healing my emaciated soul
Itās killing me inside
Dragging my feet around the carpet again and again
It makes me so sad so sad
No one tells me I'm losing grip of reality
Itās like my mind has finally won me over
Dining with a straight face
Feeling like a hopeless case
Once again I am so consumed
Here I am still waiting for
The flowers to bloom
I am so consumed
Leave me be, just wait and see
Slowly regaining my sanity
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4. |
All Poison
03:06
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Think you know it now
When you've finally had enough
Memories unzip themselves
Fill my head full of doubt
Hop on planes and try to figure out
Iām checking off the boxes on ways I could fix myself
Dreams of life so hollow but it sells
Don't get up too close to the fire you're starting to melt
Fairytales aside
Miracles are dangerous
Rectify all your flaws
It's all poison
Floating so high I think I could taste it all
But the comedown's steep, you're dizzy from the fall
Pick your scabs, you say they've healed before
Irrational and angry, it's familiar I recall
Scouring
Who knows what you might find there
Discovering
There's more than surface deep desires
Runnin out of ways to stay in line
When will I find a space that I could feel safe inside
Busy hands and bitter tired minds
There's only so much my head can handle at a time
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5. |
Party Song
03:01
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Letās throw a party
Dirty dishes and copious
Amounts of anxiety
Lurking toes under the sheets
The room is getting real uptight
Or are these kids just
High off adrenaline
Pacing āround the balcony
Roaming āround the streets
High off the summer sweet
I can see your silhouette still
Dancing āround your feet
Lay here if you may
Stay here for the day
Doesnāt matter if the earth caves
Iām sure weāll find a way
You know weāll always be okay
In the corner
Waiting for the mood to dim
āCause the lights are blinding me
Artificial energies
Iām feeling so strung out
After all this time, Iāve realised
It was never meant to be
Letās stay home and watch TV
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6. |
Sundae
02:24
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Wasted days I'm not a cliche
But I love dancing in the rain
Run away I made a mistake
Now I must pave the way
There's a universe I'd rather be now
But there's no point complaining
Wasted space all in your head
Cowering under
Watching you go away
The sun, it kills me everyday
Don't know how you've led me astray
But now you're such a bore
Sundays never been a chore
Iām seeing it clearer than before
But where do I go to now
Itās all mellow and shallow anyhow
Hard to be myself in such a race
Scornful faces unkind places
Summertime is always breezy in here
But don't get too relieved
Walk in places you've never been
You're not getting younger
Watching you go away
The sun it kills me everyday
Don't know how you've led me astray
But now you're such a bore
Sundays never been a chore
im seeing it clearer than before
But where do I go to now
Itās all mellow and shallow anyhow
Hard to be myself in such a race
Scornful faces unkind places
Take a chance tonight
Better now before you lose sight
I don't think I sound crazy
Clock is ticking, you're not watching
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7. |
Eastbound
02:51
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Walking in circles
Heavy thoughts are on our chests
Never thought I
Would be in such a mess
Oh, wonāt you please just stick around
Just stick around, just stick around
Hands in my pockets
Iām feeling kinda down
Donāt wanna make a scene
But Iām tired of holding on
Trainās coming our way
Iāll make sure Iām okay
Donāt turn your back around
(Slow it down, slow it down)
Slow it down, slow it down
Canāt we wait for the next eastbound
Train to come, train to come
Iām doing my best to keep my calm
(Slow it down, slow it down)
(Stick around, stick around)
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8. |
Telltale Signs
05:03
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I've been up past noon
My clouds make faces out of you
But I'm waiting for the sun
Thoughts of being in your arms
As I hugged your material ones
Your scent began to fade
I'm tired of feeling so confused
Stop changing your mind
Telltale signs
Just wanna lie here all day with you
Backseat of your car
Count the stars
Thought you always knew
How I felt when I'm next to you
But you threw it all away
It's not too late to get out of
This mess before you disappear
Lose yourself again
Maybe I'll take the longer way home
Get a little lost but at least I know
Maybe I'll take the longer way home
Anything for you even if I'm cold
Break my heart but at least I know
I'm tired of feeling so confused
Stop changing your mind
Telltale signs
Just wanna lie here all day with you
Backseat of your car
Count the stars
Telltale signs
Telltale signs
Telltale signs
Telltale signs
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